dead end - the format

earworm again and again

re-watched fight club

cervid: mimosa (by kaori.ikt)

cervid:

mimosa (by kaori.ikt)

(via epitaphforadarlinglady)

E: please don’t cut. it’s not worth the constant torture.

Other E: Don’t judge me. 

To myself:

You’ve lost a lot of personal quirks that made you who you were.

You’ve stopped calling people out on sexism.

You’ve stopped believing in economic equality.

You’ve stopped wanting to help people get to better positions in life.

You’ve become selfish.

You’ve become a human being with a pragmatic world view but not a pragmatic attitude.

You’re going to drown.

things i need for my exams

chem physics math history lit

things im reading

cognitive dissonance

pygmalion effect

hawthorne effect

clever hans

when individuals live in a de-individuated state … they live in an extended-present moment that makes past and future distant and irrelevant.

Mitt was not particularly popular. He was very, very ordinary. He was an average Cranbrook student. He was not an athlete, he was not a student leader, he was not a scholar. The thing that separated Mitt there was that his father was the governor of Michigan.
Sidney Barthwell, who just might be the only person on the planet who went to school with both Mitt Romney and Barack Obama. (via thedailyfeed)

(via zeitvox)

brianmacs: Street Art, 13eme Paris One of the tallest pieces of street art in Paris.

brianmacs:

Street Art, 13eme Paris

One of the tallest pieces of street art in Paris.

(via npr)

the daily.

things I did today:

  • go for chem remedial in a shirt depicting Eve consuming the Fruit of Knowledge from Threadless and white shorts NOT of the school variety. Bum look completed with flip flops and jacket. was honestly kinduv afraid that Kuan would scream at me for this complete disregard for school rules.
  • have ice cream cuz Bradley rang and I joined him and his 2 other friends at Swensen’s. THEY ARE SUCH FUN PEOPLE. ): why can’t they be my council chairs ): instead I have the ostensibly frightening Rochelle. Who looks like she will bitch at me 5eva. I should learn the bitchface. :/ but in the interest of genuine socializing, Daniel and Shasha you are all very good looking people. Okay Shasha not so much MY WAISTLINE IS TOTES BETTER THAN YOURS.
  • sleep, ignore messages. Feels too good.

things I have to do:

  • seriously stop worrying about how MUN will be. It’s stressful only because I think I suck at inspiring confidence in other people. Much will depend on Day 1, Wei Khai. Don’t let Hwachies steal your thunder.
  • start studying. went for chem remedial today. amount of shit I forgot is ASTOUNDING. all that enthalpy nonsense.
  • stop thinking about how much you’re missing out on stuff. You’re not missing out on ArtsFest, you’re not missing out on CAP (though application in year 4 isn’t allowed anyway), you’re not missing out on RMUN blocs, you’re not missing out on knowledge (you RENEWED your subscription to the economist), you’re not missing out on A (2 hours is enough), you’re not missing out on everything.
  • fix the fucking zit. it’s ugly. you’re ugly. you’re ugly.

okay what the fuck I finish this post in a mood worse than when I had started this. wow I am a failure.

wanted to get Bobbi Brown concealer but got judged to death already in Sephora and the actual retail outlet in Ion so I have to contend with this ginormous zit.

thanks, body, for making me feel uglier than I am already.

also, i have cleared a good part of my wall! :D :D